Well it is Sunday and my vacation is almost over. It was a very good vacation. The surprise that my husband had for me was a two day trip to Sea World. We left early Friday morning and drove to Sea World. We spent many hours there on Friday. We left around 6:30pm to find a hotel. We got our hotel and rested for about 15 minutes and then went out to dinner. After dinner came back to the hotel. We thought about going swimming or back to the park but we both decided we just wanted to relax and go to sleep so we could have an early start the next morning. We woke up early the next morning. Checked out of the hotel and then went out to breakfast. After breakfast we went back to Sea World. The first thing we did when we got there was go and fed the dolphins. I really enjoyed that feeding the dolphins. After feeding the dolphins we went to see the dolphin show. All the shows that we watched were really good. I really enjoyed my two days at Sea World. I almost forgot that we got a good picture of my husband and I feeding the dolphins. The dolphins and the killer whales were my favorite part of my trip. I have always really like dolphins and killer whales. The only problem I had with the trip was how hot it was. It was very hot in Orlando but I still enjoyed the surprise. I wish that my vacation was not over already. I do not really want to go back to work tomorrow. I enjoyed my vacation and most of the time my job is not that much fun but live goes on.
I am really enjoying my vacation. Of course I am patiently waiting for Friday. My husband is taking me out of town on Friday and all he will tell me is that we are going Northeast and that there is going to be water and sand. That is all that he will tell me. I have asked everyday at least twice a day. I even tried to get him to tell me today because it is my birthday, but he still would not tell me.
I had a good day today. My husband and I went out for lunch. He took me to Olive Gardens and we had a greeat time. After going out to eat we come home then I worked on my research paper. I plan on having my research paper done by tomorrow night because I do not want to think about it when my husband and I go out this weekend. I also have a party to go to on Sunday. I will be much happier when I am all done with my research paper. I am going to miss this class. I really enjoyed the class. I really going miss all the nice poeple I have met in class. I will also miss Vicki. I really enjoyed her teaching style. I just hope that I have more teachers like her. It is much easier to learn when the teacher is helpfull and understanding like Vicki is. I have had many different types of teachers and the ones that I have learned the most from are the ones that made learning fun and easy to understand. Is it the weekend yet? I so can not want to see where my husband is taking me. I am so excised to see what he has been planning for me.
I am so happy to have time off from work right now. I am now not so stressed about finding the time to get everything that I need to get done. I now have some time to relax and think about my research paper and work on all my other homework. I am truly glad that I am on vacation right now. I could not have planned it any better. This week was the prefect time to be on vacation. It gives me much more time to work on my research paper.
Another thing I like about my vacation is that I have a feeling that my husband has something very special planned for next weekend. He will not telling me what is, but I pretty sure it is something big. I say that because he asked me which weekend would be better for me this weekend or next weekend. I told him next weekend, because I could make sure that I had all or most of my homework done by next weekend it I had to. Another reason I feel that he has something planned is because I asked if I was going to be able to go to a party next Sunday night and he said that we should be home by Sunday night. So then I asked, “Where are we going?” To which he replied with, “I did not say we are going somewhere.” So that of course means that he is not going to tell me no matter how many times I ask him. It is very likely I will not know until it happens. Every time I asks him what are we doing next weekend he just acts like he did not hear me. So I guess I should just stop asking and wait to be surprised next weekend, or maybe he will tell me on Wednesday which is my birthday. Of course I am not even sure that he will do that. I will just have to wait and see what will happen. It is just hard for me to wait sometimes, but on the other hand I do like being surprised. So I am just going to have to wait and see what he has planned and I so can not wait.
It is amazing how time flies when you are having fun. It is hard to believe that our English class is almost over. Before I know it it will be Aug. Of course I can not wait until my trip to California. I know that I am not even on my first week of vacation and I already thinking about my yearly trip back home to visit my friends and family. I have gone to California every summer sense I moved out here about seven years ago. The funny things is that both my parents have come out for only one visit. I keep trying to get them out here to visit me. The wonderful thing about this year’s trip is that my mother and father are paying for me to come out there. Which is very good because I do not have the money to fly out there due to the fact that my husband is still unemployeed. I was very happy when I found out that my parents were giving me money to fly out there, because my husband was telling my that we could not afford the $280 for my round trip ticket. Which of course made me very mad. I have made many sacrifices and I do not see my husband making any sacrifices and that is bugging my. Him and I almost got into a fight because he was telling me I could not go on my yearly trip to California. My trip to California is one of the things that helps keeps me shame. I always count the days when it comes to me going back home. Yes California is still home for me.
Is it June 13th yet? I so can not wait until 6:15pm on June 12th, the reason for that is because when I get out of work that Friday I will be on vacation. I so can not wait to be on vacation, then for a week all I will have to worry about is school. I also plan on having fun. Especially on June 17th. See June 17th is my birthday. I am not telling anyone how old I am going to be. I am getting too old. I can not believe how fast time is flying by now that I am older. I am not sure what I am going to do for my birthday yet, beside coming to class that night. I hope that my husband has big plans for my birthday. I like being surprized and I like getting nice things. Of course I am likely not going to get too much, because we do not have much money right now. Due to the fact that my husband is still unemployeed. I keep hoping that he will find a job and soon. I am so stick of the fact that he is not work. It does not help that all you does right now is sit at home and watches TV or play games on the computer. Which bugs my because I work 40 hours a week and go to class four night a week. There are many time I wish my husband was more like me. I can not understand how he can sit at home and do nothing at all. Sometimes I wish I could do it too, but of course I would go nut after a few days of doing nothing at all. I always have to be doing something. I know that even when I am on vacation I will be doing something.
I just hate crazy drivers. Yesterday my husband and I were out driving and almost got hit twice. Lucky we were making an U-turn or we would have been hit by a crazy old lady that was turn in the lane next to us and was over the line and in our turn lane. Then while we were making to U-turn another car started making a right turn right where we were turning. The drive of the car that almost hit us gave us a dirty look like we were in the wrong. I got very mad and started flipping him off. My husband yelled at me and told me to clam down. So I yelled right back at him and told him I did not want to calm down. I do not like it when stupid people act like we are in the wrong when we are not. It really pisses me off. I hate many of the drivers here in Florida. There are too many crazy and stupid drivers in this state. I really wish that I could move back to California and get away from the crazy and stupid drivers out here. At times it sense like everyone else is only thinking about themselves. I wonder what happened to caring about others around you. I was taugh at a very young age to treat others like you would like to be treated. I now that I look back on the way that I reacted, I should not have gotten mad at the other driver. I just really do not like getting dirty looks when I am not doing anything wrong.
My mother always tells me that I should not let other people bother me. But at times that is easier said then done. I am pretty sure we all know what I am talking about. I have been trying to not let other bug me as much, but there are many times that it is very hard to forget and act a little crazy. I know that we all have acted a little crazy from time to time, but I still hate crazy and stupid drivers.
The reason I am asking this question, is because I feel like I am taking on too much. I work forty hours a week and I am taking classes four nights a week. This class and a math class on Tuesday and Thursday. I latest that I get out of work is 5:15pm. Which on Monday and I have to be here at 6:00pm. So that makes for a long day. Actually I have a long week. I just have to keep rminding myself that I will only have this crazy schedule until June 22nd, when this english class in finished. Then all that I have to worry about is my math class which ends at the of July. The hardest part of my schedule is finding time do all the homework. In my math class I have three to four pages of homework. Plus all the homework I have for this class. Some times I have no idea how I get everything done. I feel that I do not have enough time in the day to do everything. Actually today I stay home sick, because I was not feeling well. Of course I spent most of the day catching up on my homework and I still have more math homework to do by 5:30pm tomorrow. I know that I will get through this very crazy semester, but it will not be easy. Of course I know that I will get through it. I have lived through many different things in my life.
Sometimes I feel like my life is like a roller coaster. Just like a roller coaster my life has its ups and downs. Sometimes I feel like life throws me through a loop. One thing that throws my through a loop is my friends. One minute my friends are talking to me and are happy with me. Then the next minute I have done something to up set them. Of course when that happens I am not sure what happened to have that happen. Do not get me wrong I love my two best friends like they are my sister, but sometimes they piss me off to no end. One thing that I have learned in the past year is that the only person happiness that I can worry about is my own. I used to always try to make sure that everyone around me is always happy. I would hate it when I did something that up set then until I learned that the only person that can make them happy is themselves.
It was actually one of my best friends that helped my realise that I can only worry about my own happiness. Because of her I have made many changes in my life. I started going back to school and doing things that I like to do for myself. I have also started trying to not let things bug me as much. Like my mother always says, “The only person that you change is yourself.” I finally listened to her. I stopped trying to change the people around me and I started making changes for myself. The biggest change in my life was going back to school to work on my goal of becoming a special ed teacher. I am not going to school for anyone but myself. Some people may say that I am going to school to make my mom happy, but that is not true. Yes my mother is very proud of me but it was my choice to go back to school and no one Else. I have decided that I wanted to make changes to become a happier person for myself and that is what I am doing. I have learned the only opinion that truly matters is my own. I am the most important person in my life and I need to be number one in my book. Sometimes it is very hard to remember that. Even with all the ups and downs in life. My life is pretty good most of the time. I have many people that care about me.
I come here to speak my mind. I come here to let my real voice be hear. I come here to get away from the real world. Sometime you just need to get away from it all. So this is the place that I come to speak my mind and to let off steam. I feel that we all need a safe place to be ourselves. I do not judge others and I hope that I will not be judged by others. I truly believe in getting to know each and every person for who they truly are. I take the time to get to know each and every person I met. I just hope to get the same treatment. I also believe that we are all created equality. I feel that we all need a happy place. It is always good to have place to go that is safe and happy. It is always good to be able to let off steam without someone telling you that you are wrong or right. So that is what this blog is for. It is my safe and happy place to let off steam and to let my true voice be heard. I will write about whatever I am feeling at the time. If I am mad then I will write about what is making my mad. If I am happy that I will write about that. I feel that words can truly help one express one’s true emotions. I also feel that the pen is mightier then the sword. I am very creative and I feel that this blog will be one of my many outlets.
